Ew. Another Surv. Sorry my life is boooring ha.

1. What is in the back seat of your car right now?
everything you can imagine. hmm. a shirt, books, garbage, a recorder, a cd player...

2. When was the last time you threw up?
halloween -___-

3. What's your favorite word or phrase?
THANK YOU FOR CALLING PAYLESS HOW CAN I HELP YOU? No, but really.

4. Name 3 people who made you smile today?
the dogs maybe? psh yeah.

5. What were you doing at 8 am this morning?
sleeeep.

6. What were you doing 30 minutes ago?
watching LOST :)

8. Have you ever been to a strip club?
nope ha.

9. What is the last thing you said aloud?
lol...I don't even know.

10. What is the best ice cream flavor?
twistttt (soft serve)

11. What was the last thing you had to drink?
apple juice :)

12. What are you wearing right now?
field hockey sweatpants, harry potter and the order of the phoenix tank top and an aeropostale sweatshirt I don't wear in public.

13. What was the last thing you ate?
"woven wheats" (ya know...tricuits?) and chedddaa cheese.

14. Have you bought any new clothing items this week?
super cute cardigan and some shoes.

15. When was the last time you ran?
last weekish :/

16. What's the last sporting event you watched?
hmmm. Maybe one of the field hockey games? is that right? ew.

17. If you could go anywhere in the world, where would you go?
californiaaaa.

19. Ever go camping?
<333 chyeah. I always wanted the thread to go. nooo chance though lolll.

20. Do you have a tan?
if white means tan.

21. Have you ever lost anything down a toilet?
ha nooo. wait ALMOST my TCNJ guest pass thing. Good ol' Mar saved it though.

22. What is your guilty pleasure?
youtube...and twitter...oh and dailybooth...stupid tumblr.

23. Do you use smiley faces on the computer a lot?
yepp.

24. Do you drink your soda from a straw?
when I can.

25. What did your last text message say?
wait....LOL. it was "got my lantern" bahah thanks Tayl.

26. Are you someone's best friend?
eh. I would hope so.

27. What are you doing tomorrow?
listening to an education lecture then work. COOL MAN.

28. Where is your mom right now?
shleeping.

29. Look to your left, what do you see?
nail polishh.

30. What color is your watch?
none :/

31. What do you think of when you think of Australia?
Claire.

32. Ever ridden on a roller coaster?
oh my. They're only my favorite.

33. Birthstone?
sapphire babbbby.

34. Do you go in at a fast food place or just hit the drive thru?
oh it depends.

35. Do you have any friends on facebook that you actually hate?
annoying people but I would't say hate.

36. Do you have a dog?
Khak and Deed <3

37. Last person you talked to on the phone?
according to my call history....my mom....four days ago....

38. Have you met anyone famous?
:D famous people in my mind.

39. Any plans today?
just class and work. oh and a nap I hope.

40. What's on your bed?
harry potter blanket/pillow, tigger, pillows

41. Are you happy?
nope.

42. Where are you right now?
my reclina in tha livin rooom.

43. Biggest annoyance in your life right now?
no friends. family never wants to do anything.

44. Last song listened to?
The Harold Song-Ke$ha oh I'm in love.

45. Last movie you saw?
Mean Girls....k it was Mean Girls 2. JUDGE ME.

46. Are you allergic to cats?
no.

47. Favorite pair of shoes?
whoa. I love my new cheetahs andd my maroon converse. i have a lot of shoes though so I don't like to discriminate.

48. Are you jealous of anyone?
maybe? idk.

49. Are you married?
waaahhh.

50. Is anyone jealous of you?
they would be a dumb fuck hahahha.

51. What time is it?
1.12am

52. Do any of your friends have children?
nope.

54. What do you usually do during the day?
class and nap?

55. Do you hate anyone right now?
nope

56. Do you use the word 'hello' daily?
more like "hi, how are you?"

57. How many kids do you want when you're older?
LOTS

59. Have you ever been to Six Flags?
ohyes <3

60. How did you get one of your scars?
I don't really have scars. I do have a few cardboard cuts from work though. That shows I'm adventurous right?


In other news I made this short video today. Yes I know it sucks but I was experimenting. I put it on facebook real quick but then took it down because I was embarrassed....well here it is anyway...


http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=89hOjFG-TxU

Pikachu Let's Goooooo.

I mean it's totally rational to be crying right now because all my friends are out partying and the only thing I'm doing on a Friday night is refreshing my youtube page. Right? RIGHT?

Rofl. I didn't say goodbye to a single one of them bitches.

My Master Plan.

FOILED.

So ever since like middle school I guess I had this master plan for my life. It went like this.

Step 1: Complete High School with decent grades.

Step 2: Go to a four year college. (I swore to myself I would never attend CCM...)

Step 3: Find someone I would want to spend the rest of my life with.

Step 4: Marry that person right after college.

Step 5: Pop out as many little babies as I could.

Well I screwed that up now didn't I? Yeah I got decent grades in high school but the problem was that I was lazy. I didn't ever feel like researching the place I would stay for the next four years so soon. Since one of my friends was also going to CCM I figured hey well this isn't so bad at least someone will be home with me. That turned out well didn't it haha. Now I'm kinda stuck huh? Besides being completely broke if I were to transfer after two years everyone my age would all ready moving into apartments and would have their own group of friends. I'm thinking (as of now) that I will continue out CCM for the two years and then be done. Just work. Work and I guess bar hop to find that guy....no chance I'll find him at County. If I'm not married when I'm thirty......holy hell I will join a Nunery so that will be my excuse.

LOST season 3 disc 1.

Oh Herrrro Der.

Since Nik left I feel like I'm spending way less money which is a good thing since chegg and school feel like taking all of my money -___- (but I do miss ya of course Nik, many of times I have wanted to call you to go to the diner or the mall blahhhh)

Plans for Prom Weekend II are underway. Definitely happening. I'm super excited because A) I can party non-stop for a week and B) "my friends" will be forced to hang out with me. I can kind of guarentee I'll see Nik before I see most of them...and they're all still home.

FINALLY registered for classes (be a procrastinating lazy ass is probably the main reason I ended up at CCM in the first place). I have one class a day except Fridays I have off and I'm taking my Psychology class over again since I failed it the first time around. I only have one night class which is wednesday, however I did tell Payless that I have night classes Friday as well just so I will always have off....is that bad? Oops. I mean I can totally work Friday mornings just give me nights off k Ger? I plan on going to TCNJ a lot this semester which is why I want my Fridays clear. Hopefully Gerri doesn't catch on and starts giving me more Saturday mornings, that would suck.

So these are my classes: General Psychology, Continuing Social Issues (with the same professor as last semester whom I lovvvved), Children's Literature, (I couln't get into "Teaching in America" which was my recommended semester II class so hopefully this works out. Also I'm actually looking foward to this class) and Composition II (with a Jamacian professor...we'll see how that goes). I start on Tuesday and I really don't want to. I'm loving this carefree do whatever I want lifestyle during break which is why once I have the money to move out I am. And I can't wait but I'm sure that will be in a very long time. (When I just typed the word "very" i accidently typed "verry" which reminds me of a short story. SO in first grade I mispelled "very" for "verry" and my teacher said "adding an extra "r" doesn't make it any more very. That's it. That was my story. I used to confuse very with really sometimes. WHATEVA.

I started a "Why is today awesome?" journal. I like it. Everyday I write a sentence about why my day was awesome (inspired by the fiveawesome girls) and draw a picture to correlate. My first entry is about my uke, Little Red. there's also one about going to the movies, having a 0.00 variance at work (LOL...) and one about having a real dinner for once. It's just little things that stand out in my day.

LOST season 2 disc 5.

Can anything ever just be NOT gone tomorrow?

This was a sad day.

I just said goodbye to my closest friend about two hours ago. Ugh. It's surreal. Nik would always talk about going to Florida but I never really thought that it would actually come. Once I got in my car I was sobbing uncontrollably. Now who am I going to hang out with, or solve my late night food cravings with, or talk about everyone with, or ask if what I'm wearing looks ok? She totally deserves it and is going to have a wonderful time. I hope she doesn't miss me one bit. K maybe a little bit :P Gahhh Nik I miss you already and you haven't even left yet! My sad life is sadddd hahha. Have tons of crazy ass fun like I know you will and don't forget to watch out for those Germans ;) Love you girlfriend. Once your back (May 14th right? soooo 126 days...oh) we'll continue from right where we left off. Miss you best friend. <3

R.I.P.

         It's crazy to think that somehow one person can easily disappear from the planet. One day they're living life, doing their daily activities and the next day they're gone. Dead. She was only twenty two and they never expected it. I think my mom said it was a brain anerysm. She died three days before Christmas. Our families fell out of touch years ago but I still remember playing dolls in her huge walk-in closet and her E.T. doll that always scared the crap out of me and also her tree house, we could all stay up there for hours. I don't tell my family I love them enough. It's truly sad, tomorrow may not happen for some of them and that scares the shit out of me.

Rest in peace Erica.

Two can keep a secret if one of them is dead.

I decided I'm sick of being "nice". Well not decided more like realized.

(Inserted here was a pissed off paragraph I wrote but then erased because I thought it was too "mean"...see?)

Whatever.

In other news:

I got sucked into Pretty Littler Liars...oh. I'm actually watching it right now cuddled up in pajamas and a blanked. (Lies I'm not really in a blanket but I thought that sounded better).

I really want a ukulele and I honestly don't care what you have to say about that, I've wanted it for quite some time now and I believe me and Mary are going to a music store to get some goods as she wants a keyboard.

I'm on episode 14ish? of LOST season one and will watch more tonight.

Work is as slow as ever this time of year and it's WONDERFUL.

New Years was a-ok. I couldn't "party hard" since I had ten hours of work to attend to the next day but overall it was a good time.

Don't let me know...that's cool...

I saw Faaria and Kate today it was really nice.

I want high-tech video editing software.

...my tooth is loose.

k nighttt.


OH and I might (a BIG might, actually no. MOST LIKELY) will be attending LeakyCon 2011. Holy SHIT hfdohsfkdshfksdhfjsdh <that's my excitment...but times it times 32482367486328432947242389473287 like that. Only More.