I've seen 10/12 thread members this spring break and THAT is extremely wonderful. It was like having friends again. LOL. We immediately jumped right in to where we left off, goofing off and gossiping about everyone. Ya know sometimes I wonder what people say about me when I'm not around. Hmmm. Whateva! Tonight I got together with Jack, Hunter and Rita and let me tell you it was so great. I haven't seen the three of them since winter break. Last week I saw the rest of them, which was Mary, Matt, Dave, Katie, Emily and Brian. Which was just as great. I feel like the two times I hung out with everyone was a complete 180 from each other. Tonight we were all just nuts and silly and sang "Friday" all night, (it's brainwashing me, I swear). Last week with the other kids we just hung out and watched a movie and talked about prom weekend a lot. With this I kind of feel like I can't be as silly around (well some of them) and I have to like watch what I do and say more for a fear of judgment. Don't get me wrong I don't hate or dislike at all any thread members they just make me feel different and I guess act different too when I'm around certain groups of them. (that sounds so awk but I don't know how to fix it.......) I love everyone and I actually love how they bring out different sides of me. With this person I can be totally honest, with this person I have to watch what I do but will always love do death, these group I can be totally insane (throw some glitter make it rain ;) ) this group makes me think and engourages me to bring out my more intellectual side. I love them and am so happy I actually got to see the majority of them. Summer isn't coming soon enough.
