Thursday, November 4, 2010

Good Ol' High School.

So I was really unsure about what to name this blog. Of course the first titles that came to mind were way too cliche for my liking so I scrolled through my iTunes for some inspiration. I stumbled upon a few and all I thought was "meh". Then I knew I found what I was looking for. Something that totally sums up my life at the moment, Here Today...Gone Tomorrow. Now I have the version by Rooney but it's originally by the Ramones. Either way I love it.

Oppurtunites generally come once and then they're gone. Poof. I regret so many things in my life. So many. I wish I told my teachers (well some anyway) how much they meant to me, I wish I talked to you just a little more, I wish I had the fucking guts to talk to you. I miss security and routine. I never really though High School would actually end. Naiive right? I wish I could wake up at 6:20 again and go to Mrs. Maxwell's first period class and talk with my best friends until the bell rang telling me to go to Soc. Damn I miss that bell. Here Today...Gone Tomorrow.



Everything's different. I miss my friends goddamnit! I miss electives, I miss crappy school lunches, I MISS THE FUCKING HALLELUJAH CHROUS! Ugh. I was prowling around the High School the other day before a field hockey game and I just wanted to shake all those kids and say "Stop complaing about school! You don't realize how great you have it! Savor ever damn second of it." Savor every damn second. I wish I could go back to the first day of freshman year and savor it. Savor all of it. The bomb scares haha, the countless field hockey practices and pasta parties, seeing friends in the hall everyday, hall monitors lol yep I miss the hall monitors, pep ralleys, morning announcments, child devolpment kids, and everthing else. Literally.

I kind of feel like I miss it so much because I go to CCM. I guess I need to experience new things in order to forget about the old. Well I'm off to class...

Here Today...Gone Tomorrow.
Don't miss your chance.

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